WANT TO DRAW VERY WELL FURTHER!!!!

didn't skillfully draw this time....-_-.....
No one can see that pic. Be not surprising, that is guilty.....
Occasionally, I can't capture ones face even if I observe carefully. I don't know why.....
How many sheets did I draw her face this time?
I observed her photo and drew but I couldn't build up very well.
Her pic which I gave her was not good drawing.

This is because I gave her no good pic.
I don't want her to think about me who didn't drew her pic. So, I sent to her first drawing and asked her whether I draw her face with another photo again.

Probably, she is disappointed to me.....
Somebody gets me out of here.....

JESUS!!!

Oh my God!! I never realized about my blog which can not accept to write a comment with ease. What the hell am I doing again!
My friend wanted to post a comment at my blog but it could not do it.

This is because Blogger which needs an account of community web site allows Google, Word Press, Type Pad,  AIN, OpenID and other one.
All of then but Google are not popular community web site!!
Do you have those an account but google? All most people don't have that one.


Sometimes, Japanese people have a Google account but it is not familiar with Japanese, I think....
What are them but google..... never know... My friend said probably, it keeps away from a troll for safety...

You got serious love?

I took a photo from my iMac which has an effect camera. I want to be in  love with someone as much as it comes out heart marks from my head such a above photo. Are you in love with someone now? How long have you been in love with him, her or nobody? I miss serious love so long time....

Lower motivation

Why did I start my blog? I don't have nothing to describe in my blog when I am lower motivation. It is hard to live current job but spend money as long as I live in the world. I feel increased worries day by day. Please someone cheers me up... I am so sorry to rely on you raise up my motivation. How was today?^^

Please Post it in^^

I feel tired...
I have nothing to write at there... dull head and hard to use my head now.
Thank you for reading such a cheap blog and I am so sorry.
How was today? If you are possible to comment at my blog, please post it in.
Nobody has done it in there since this blog created^^

Good night

I kneeeeeeeew it!!!

How do you think of me?^^ Turned cool guy, isn't it?
Ive been thinking how cut my hair a short or still kept a longer. I decided to cut a shorter one because made spread out my hear in my room. It comes out the question of money. Shorter hair brings me that question keeps its hair style.

But I already decided to cut and you will give me a feedback of my hair style.
Ill answer you. I knew it! ^^

EXCUSE. EXCUSE. EXCUSE

I couldn't clean up my room.
I had kept drawing a girl last night when I came back in my room. I went bed at 6:00am.

I realized that it is hard to draw a female and child because they have smooth skin, but not looks younger people have prominence part and un-smooth skin with their face. It means the former is subtle to capture different from a starting point to a finishing point but the latter.

I got study and draw to that concentrate it on around the clock yesterday. I often got this situation because it causes me, so my life time schedule doesn't assign properly time in a day.

I couldn't clean up my room. Also, I won't clean up in there. This is because I have to get ready to watch the "DEAD WALKING" from now.
Are you ready? Somebody said in my head again. That is EXCUSE!!

hehehe

MESSY!!

I invited a girl to my room for practicing a drawing. I who wanted to apologize to her went to Chinese restaurant with her after finishing that practicing the drawing. This is because I could not much draw this time.

All of a sudden, I got scared when I came back my room after dinner.

MESSY!!

Someone said in my head. You dare invited her in your room without any cation!!

I've known my room is messy ever since but I didn't realize as bad.
Foolish...

Also, I gave her my washroom when she took a washroom. I never show you that one, so I could not take a photo....

I will be clean up my room tomorrow. maybe.....^^ hehehe

GOMENchai!!

my neuralgia better than last night

It was so beautiful day, isn't it? I went out of my room for taking pictures went to a park in front of my apartment. They were about 20 people in the park looked happy and enjoyed to sun shining.
My neuralgia has been better. Is there anything relation with weather? I hope a sunny tomorrow too.
Oh! Please wish me. I am suppose to draw one female tomorrow.  I was wondering about drawing which is successful. ^^

Neuralgia

Painful..... I feel like a punishment for.  Former NBA Super Star Magic Jonson who I don't know how said in English. But Lately, I have remembered it as much as I got this neuralgia.
"The trail which are not given us by God we can't get over". So, I would get over this neuralgia.
Somebody knows what he said. Please tell me if you know.

exhausted...

Busy..... I don't feel like thinking about English at the end of the day because of a dull brain, so it is not easier to translate Japanese to English with my head. I came back in my apartment just now, and then have to create my client poster. That poster didn't get a point at the first proof was not allowed to publish. I have to build that poster again...  coming another client with fixes part of desingn while I was typing for this blog. I will be around the clock again.

want do after studying English

I wanted to put this blog on my blog after studying English but I am busy today. It was bright in my room when I took this photo. I feel warm outside gradually without going out of this room. Everyone, who works harder inside place or outside place, has to take care one's condition because current season is hard to keep warm in the room. take care^^

I NEED IMPROVE MY ENGLISH MORE!!!!

The Staples I took a lamination there was a employee who explained me politely, but I could not have a good conversation with her. I knew what she explained me because I had experience before at there. It is that nobody guarantee if the Staples employee make a mistake for a lamination. But I wanted to said to her that I wanted  her to take care this picture while she was WALKING with picture. This is because she made a fold in this picture while she was WALKING with picture by ONE HAND. But I could not explain to hold by BOTH HAND while she was walking. There were a few people in a line behind me. I was getting nervous and went away to manager of their manager and explained them about it. The manager barely understood but  I think she felt no good because I took a manager in her working place.....
Japanese people can not talk what we want to say as much as we feel careful for other people, we can?
I NEED IMPROVE MY ENGLISH MORE!!!!

The worst

It is the worst! I've sent an e-mail to client, or sent DM for them ever since but sent e-mail was not able to return to me. That problem caused during setting up the Thunderbird which is e-mail application. What the  hell am I doing!! I couldn't receive clients reply if they send me it.I am waiting for client reply in my room a long time....
Anyway, it was already solved. So I have to send an e-mail again a lots for client from now. Please wish me...

Coming my Spring

It comes for the first time in 2 weeks! I realized Spring come in my.. my.... my world!! Envy me? ^^ I want my world to keep going up beautiful.. beautiful... Anyway, I wish everyone was happy.^^

Totally Spring^^

My room is East side gotten by sun stroke. This sun stroke reflects the other side building and seeps through in my room. I feel totally spring. Leaps something in my heart^^

My Work Place

Here is my work place but hardly get a job... I'm usually taking a photo for my blog from this iMac.
Then when I checked my blog before posting this blog, a lot of my picture were appeared at there. Be not surprising,, I'm always taking a photo from this iMac without thinking after I get up . So, it is better for changing photo at my blog sometime and I go out of here without staying at my room all day.  Good my life^^

Finally I go bed

I didn't want to sleep just now but am getting sleepy suddenly. Finally I go bed. I stay up around the clock . Have a good night^^

I havent slept

It was wrong to take a nap last night. Since I did it 9pm to 12am, I haven't slept. After eating supper, I was getting sleepy and got to lean at the couch. How do you solve if you get this problem? Are you just waiting for night with patience or sleep when you feel sleepy although you get stayed up night again?^^

nice viewer

I went to outside today. It is already spring, isn't it? I didn't know that because I hardly go out of my room. But Spring haven't seemed to come to me ever since.... when does it come for me?... Has it already come to you?^^

looking forward to seeing you^^

I saw great woman who said when I draw a picture on a sheet, I don't need to concern about a modal.
Otherwise it might get screwed up my expression on a sheet. Also, she said that I express your mind on a sheet which was reflected with fullness if I feel a modal. I can't help but feel sorry for a modal when I draw it on. It often makes me feel same things anywhere. Should be better change my mind from now.
It is great to meet up people for people because people change a direction in one's life, isn't it? I am looking forward to seeing you^^ see you

meet up

Shaved because of meeting people. I am gonna Downtown for drawing with my modal who gave me a contact before through the Japanese web site. I hardly go out of my room, but shopping.  do I go out for the first time in how many days?

with patience

It grows up in my face again. I feel whopping that problem. I don't need mustache.
By the way, I have kept my blog for 3 weeks but did not have any comments in it yet.
When does someone post in it? I am waiting for somebody who post at my blog with patience.^^
Have a great weekend everyone^^

Good Good Good^^

I am good today. Face neuralgia has not been much terrible since I woke up in this morning. Is there anything relativity with weather? How about you? Do you have any trouble at your body and does it cause any body function?

Face Neuralgia

It is getting increased painful day by day. My face neuralgia has started since 2008. I can't remember when it appeared to me in 2008. Probably, summer.
It is nothing to a long continuity that usually gone by 3 or 4 months. So, It will have been gone by May or June.
I hope so....  It is caused when I am stressful or often use mouse in a day.
Painful... I don't know why my right shoulder is painful too.....

....-_-......

It was failed... The portrait which got screwed up with pencil colour was drew on it by me last night... Modal doesn't like it.... haaaaaa... difficult so, I can't upload on my blog that picture but I wanted. Also, I made her uncomfortable because of picture, was uploaded on her FB without her permission, is not liked by her.

By the way^^, I am always looking for modal who wants a portrait after having a modal for me, I can draw ones favourite picture on a sheet. Thank you

mmm......

I drew one picture as trial. I thought light brown when I picked up that colour but it was red. At the first, it was scared me because of red face, but I continued drawing after  realizing.
I gave me 50pint as trial, I want to express more with pastels and use more much colour in a one guy.
Anyway, for learning, I am looking for a modal who want have a seat in front of me about 30 min. Probably, It is hard to draw well, so I can deal with modal who pass your favourite photograph to me, I can draw and give you properly portrait for modal.

It is pencil colour.

It is pencil colour. It has been started my record of colour. I bought pastel today. Im gonna to draw with it tomorrow. Also, I am always looking for modal so if you want to try as modal or tell someone, please let me know. Thank you

Found it

Modal, posted at the web site, wasn't found a week but I got one female model finally. She was found soon after posting at there last night. No one expect in the future. Found the one soon at the possibility.

Try to draw harder while drawing her preciously today.^^

shaved mustache

One a week shaving, it is the best for my face skin, it makes me a rule but I hadn't shaved 2 weeks.
How about you? Do you have a rule for shaving? How many days don't you have  shaving?

Dirty in my face

How long have I not shaved my mustache? Probably, it has been 2 weeks.... so dirty in my face.
I want to have a laser again but I don't have enough money....
By the way... it is a little bit hard to continue a blog. Don't you think so?^^

have felt spring

Lately, I have felt spring. Also, it is at sundown. How do you think about that? I hope to come to many clients  as spring is coming.^^

hehehe

Finished ^^ The poster, had been created for yesterday that my client ordered me suddenly, was finished just now by my talent^^ I am happy^^ How about you?